Tuesday, February 2, 2010


Goodness, it's been a long time and many inches of belly since I've written here.

A lot has happened in the last couple of months. But then again, not much at all. I was swallowed up by work, which I gleefully allowed to happen, because I love my job and will miss it in the months or years to come. So I submerged myself in my career while I still had the chance.

I've also been eating quite a bit, (eating, and yet not cooking) which has taken up a shocking amount of my time and brain power. I fantasize about Pho, which I order several times a week, along with more Mexican food than you can possibly imagine, interrupted every once in a while by stretches of shrimp tempura rolls. Work, eat, work, eat, work, eat. I even invented a new kind of brownie-like candy in a dream the other night, which I called "Flutties," and which I'm hoping someone will actually invent and send to me as soon as possible.

And yet, regretfully, very little has actually come out of my kitchen in the last two months.

Today I started my maternity leave, which is a little strange, a little quiet, and more than a little scary. I'm standing on a precipice of a great unknown, wearing XL sweats, clutching a cup of decaf coffee. I'm excited. I'm terrified. I'm enormous and uncomfortable and can't find my ankles, and am full of so much love I hardly know what to do.

These are certainly strange times.

I am sorry I've been away as long as I have. It was never my intention to take a break. But this was a place for me to talk about the things happening in our kitchen, and there's not much to say about take out and nightly bowls of cereal, so I decided to stay quiet instead of accidentally turning this into a pregnancy blog.

I'll admit I'm a little nervous about the months ahead of me - how and when I'll find my way back to the kitchen. Suddenly, cooking seems like a luxury, and I never want it to be that. I love the dailiness of the kitchen, the comfort of it, the rare combination of habit and adventure. But I'm trying my best not to worry about the future, to just see where this adventure takes me and keep myself open to all the new things that are coming my way. I know that when something really matters to you, there's always a way to make room for it in your life. So once I've learned how to feed and dress and care for an infant, I feel pretty confident I'll make my way back into the kitchen, one way or another.

And now, as I sit here, my arms barely able to reach the keys from around my belly, it feels good just to talk to you again. So, thank you for being patient.

And because you've been so patient, I have a gift for you.

Something easy, something slow, something to nibble on during a quiet morning over tea or coffee, savoring each solitary moment.

Something called Cranberry and Pistachio Biscotti.

I made these with my mom a while ago, and just never got around to writing it up for you. Selfish of me, really, because these were so easy and so satisfying, they must be shared.

I adapted them from a recipe in Bon Appetit, which called for white chocolate, which I did not have on hand and did not have the energy to procure, so I used dark chocolate instead. Feel free to adapt it to your own pantry. You can use almonds if you don't have pistachios, can swap out the cranberries for dried cherries, and you can skip the chocolate dipping entirely (although, I would never recommend such a thing).

These are easy to adapt, easy to make, and easy to enjoy with your feet up.

And as for the "feet up" part. I am dreadful at that. The truth is, I ate these biscotti at my desk, at work, while I happily did 1,001 other things.

As I waddle around this city, strangers give me unabashed looks of disapproval and order me to go home and put my feet up. I'm not very good at that, but I'm working on it. Perhaps a few of these biscotti will lure me into a (temporary) life of leisure.

Or, I could get up and launder all those adorable booties for the adorable feet that kick my ribs in a not-so-adorable way every night. And organize onesies by size. And stack diapers next to the changing table.

It's not easy to adapt. But I'm doing my best. Maybe tomorrow, I'll try putting my feet up. Or maybe I'll find something tempting me in the kitchen, and will find myself at the stove. Which is a pretty good place to be, if you're going to be on your feet.

Cranberry Pistachio Biscotti
Adapted from Bon Appetit

2 1/4 cups all purpose flour
1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
3/4 teaspoon salt
6 tablespoons (3/4 stick) unsalted butter, room temperature
3/4 cup sugar
2 large eggs
1 tablespoon grated lemon peel
1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract
1 teaspoon whole aniseed
1 cup dried sweetened cranberries or dried cherries
3/4 cup shelled natural unsalted pistachios or roasted unsalted almonds
6 ounces imported white chocolate or dark chocolate, chopped

Preheat oven to 325°F. Line 3 large baking sheets with parchment paper. Sift first 3 ingredients into medium bowl. Using electric mixer, beat butter and sugar in large bowl to blend well. Beat in eggs 1 at a time. Mix in lemon peel, vanilla, and aniseed. Beat in flour mixture just until blended. Stir in cranberries and pistachios (dough will be sticky). Turn dough out onto lightly floured surface. Gather dough together; divide in half. Roll each half into 15-inch-long log (about 1 1/4 inches wide). Carefully transfer logs to 1 prepared baking sheet, spacing 3 inches apart.

Bake logs until almost firm to touch but still pale, about 28 minutes. Cool logs on baking sheet 10 minutes. Maintain oven temperature.

Carefully transfer logs still on parchment to cutting board. Using serrated knife and gentle sawing motion, cut logs crosswise into generous 1/2-inch-thick slices. Place slices, 1 cut side down, on remaining 2 prepared sheets. Bake until firm and pale golden, about 9 minutes per side. Transfer cookies to racks and cool.

Line another baking sheet with waxed paper. Stir white chocolate in top of double boiler over barely simmering water just until smooth. Remove from over water. Dip 1 end of each cookie into melted chocolate, tilting pan if necessary; shake off excess chocolate. Place cookies on prepared sheet. Chill until chocolate is firm, about 30 minutes. (Can be made 5 days ahead. Store airtight between sheets of waxed paper at room temperature.)


  1. Sara,
    I dropped in to see if you had posted and ,surprize, you did! So glad all is well with you and baby. I've missed your posts but fully understand your absence. Take care of yourself and baby. You'll get back to the kitchen in good time. I Enjoy your blog. Let us know when the little one arrives and pictures! Best wishes, Stephanie

  2. Welcome back! The biscotti look delicious, and you describe well the eve of the arrival of a firstborn. Best wishes for a safe, uneventful (an oxymoron, but I think you know what I mean), beautiful delivery. You will post pics of the babe, no?

  3. So glad to see a new entry on your blog. I was very worried about you and the baby. Best wishes for your new adventure in life.

  4. welcome back! a good friend once told me that adapting to life changes is like water molding itself to a pitcher. you'll naturally get there. as i'll naturally get around to FINALLY making biscotti after much procrastination. yours look well worth some time on my feet.

  5. Hey Sara-
    Congrats on maternity leave...try and relish the downtime. Glad to hear you're enjoying food just as much--even if it is eating out. Nothing wrong with that either. All your readers will be here when you decide to be back. Until then, I hope there will be lots of gossip mags, good books, and biscotti filling your days.

  6. I've been checking periodically for any postings, but I thought you were already on maternity leave. As others have said, enjoy this quiet and uneventful period...you will be busy enough in the near future. Do cook/bake ahead and freeze if you have the energy to do so, it will come in handy when you don't have time and/or energy. All the best to you.

  7. i'm so happy to see you back. as a mom of 2 (a 6 and a 2 year old) who loves to cook...just wait until you put a meal on the table and you get a round of applause from the little happy smiling face. if i were you, i'd be putting my feet up and eating all of those biscotti! enjoy your maternity leave. it won't be long before you have that beautiful little one in your arms...

  8. How delicious to see you writing! Don't worry about the kitchen - it'll always be there, and you're right where you should be, stretching arms around your belly in wait. Biscotti are lovely, but that little bug of yours is in for the biggest treat: two wonderful parents waiting, and waiting. And ready to fall in love.

  9. Good luck! You are fixing to have a life changing experience. Rest up now, adjust to your new life, and come back and cook. We will be waiting.

  10. Like the others, I've been checking in to see if you were back and am very glad you are! Don't feel the need to post recipes on my account - I just love reading what you write! Are you due very soon? Hope to read a few more before you become consumed with being a Mom!

  11. Oh I love this recipe! One of the first recipes I made with my now hubby was biscotti for his family at Christmas!

    Maybe I should do that for our anniversary this year, a reminder why he loves me :)

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